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Ada can do the whole alphabet but she adds letters at the end. It is so cute.

I have been having a hard week, Mark is not going out of town because he does not feel good leaving me alone for that long... this is hard for me I am torn between loving that he cares so much for me and being sad that I have to have the extra help. This is why I have not been writing here. But I am trying to keep happy thoughts in my head... things that have been helping me with this are: (in no order)

• My Pandora Mamma Mia radio station
• Little girl with big smiles (even if she tells me that we are not the same because she is cutter;)
• Big boy with lots of hugs and loving (after he has spent the required amount of time being a "teenager" after school)
• Soul mate that loves me
• One of my best friends coming for a visit this weekend
  
• spring being here
• that wonderful soul mate saying that I could got clothes shopping with above friend this weekend
• my friends new little boy that they gave the cutest name
• the fact that right now our sofa is a river and that Ada is rowing us down the stream and singing row, row, row your boat
  

Off for now, I should feed little girl or she may kick me out of the boat. Be back soon..... I hope